just got back from lunch at 'chop chop', an affordable restaurant for chinese/singaporean food. had a nice stroll there and back. think it's good to get out of the hall so i won't feel homesick. dunno why i've been thinking of home so much recently....ahh...

mabbe cos weylin and almost all my polo mates have been asking if i missed home...it's questions like these that sense out your feelings...probing into what i've been trying to deny...and the more you think about it..yes...the more you want it

mabbe cos we've juz finished one module and my timetable has tapered down...too much hours spent in my room..somehow, it's not that good to have a 'single' room after all.. feels weird tucking in to bed without saying goodnight to somebody...still miss the nights when i used to chat with my bro across the room until we both fell asleep...cheryl>>>ni zai na li?

mabbe cos i just had a lousy polo session...where the ucl guys were so selfish and such chauvinists that they refused to pass to the girls...really pisses me off that such gender biasness exists. miss playing polo with the girls back home..it's totally different playing here and back home. miss being involved with the planning of stuff with sulynn, val, tc..., even the lengthy arduous meetings we used to have...or just spending hours trying to get the hang of 6 on 5...well, at least there's still sth for me to do for the recruitment drive. =)

mabbe cos i miss friends and family so badly that this feeling arises....received emails from vanessa who seems to be following in my footsteps...crystal who actually thought of me enough to write me a note...thanks girl...chatting up with frens whom i haven't contacted since arriving in london: serb, evan and even my elder bro...

mabbe cos i'm listening to the di xia tie chorus repeatedly now....that somehow seems to spark off these emotions...